maybe, next, soon

you ask me
to believe
you tell me
to trust
you say
have faith
I try
so hard
but the
inescapable
disappointment
broken promises
shattered dreams
extinguished passions
eats away
at my resilience
my persistence
I try to
believe
trust
have faith
I try to
hold on
so tight
to my hope
to the light
of maybe's
of next
of soon
I try
not sometime
but
all the time
I try
fuelled by
my strength
to not give up
but endure
to
keep going
no matter
how broken
the path
may be