the forgiveness of me

I see you

hurt

pain

stirs

I remember

each moment

I relive

each

disappointment

I want to forgive

I want to release

I need to be free

but

I am trapped

in the

now

and the

before

blaming you

punishing you

burdening you

I need to forgive

I need to release

I need to be free

for you

are me

and we

are one

forgiveness

of you

is forgiveness

of me

of all the things

I did

did not

the choices

the actions

that trapped me

in a moment

of time

Forgiveness

must

start here

right now

in this moment

in this second

I forgive me…