I talk to you. You answer. It’s just nice to not be alone.
I wonder if something is wrong with me. I talk to a phantom. A figment of my imagination. It harms no one.
I don’t feel alone.
My dark voice whispers ‘He won’t want you. You will be invisible to him.’
In my head I watch as you walk right past me.
The dark voice, ‘He won’t love you.’.
The darkness swirls around me. I cannot breathe.
What if this is true?
My fingers seek yours. Further and further I reach out… My body trembles. I can’t see you, I keep reaching.
You aren’t there.
The dark voice was right.
Fingers clasp mine. Two hands entangle. I grab hold. Never to let you go.
My body shudders.
‘It wasn’t right. It wasn’t right.’ I cry.
Our heart beat the same rhythm. Perfect. The music soothing- it spreads love. The darkness ebbs away.
I am complete. You are in my soul.
I will not give up.
I have loved you since the beginning of my time.
In all the lifetimes, in all dimensions, in all realities, in all alternatives- it is we.
I know you. I have known you forever.
I miss you.
Come find me.